So many things can happen to us when we least expect it. And for me that has been happening more than it normally does. I have just found out that I have been diagnoised with cancer. Its is hard to believe that I have cancer when I am not even 19 yet. I have so much that I want to do and see, I know that I will make it through this but then there is always that thought of what if???

Things can happen so fast that can change so many things and what I dont understand is why does things like cancer have to affect the young people of today?? Are we not the people that will lead the world in the future?? How are we suppose to do that if some end up sick not just from cancer but from many other things? I mean there are much more serious desiease out there than cancer like aids. Then there are so many young people that do drugs and overdose and then there are the ones that commite sucide wtf is this world comming to??

So many people are hurt or killed everyday and then most ppl become statics and that is so wrong in my mind. It so sad that our kids will grow up in a world like this where they have the chance of being killed for no reason at all other than being in the wrong place at the wrong time. I truely hope that when my daughter is my age that the world is a differant place.